First blog!

So....this begins my first blog. (On this website, anyway!) I guess I'll just begin randomly today by talking about my day... :)

Today is Wednesday, which is one of the days of the week that I go to class, so I got up early and went into work to grab a cup of coffee, because I felt like being lazy and not making my own today. I visited Trista, one of my girlfriends at work, and then headed for school to sit through some classes. :) Right now, I'm watching a bit of TV and trying to relax, so I thought I'd write a little on my new little blog.

I had a tough day yesterday. Living in Carbondale is great, because I'm close to school, and with the price of gas these days, I'd rather not be driving very far every day. However, because I've been trying to find another job aside from Melange doing massage, I feel like I'm getting the shaft at work. They're upset that I don't want to work the hours that I used to, and so they're only giving me 2 days a week on the schedule, when I asked for 4. It's upsetting to me, because I've been a hardworker all my life, and I've done so much for their business. I feel like the management is being extremely juvenile when it comes down to giving me the schedule I need. My last paycheck was $144....how am I supposed to live on that every two weeks? I felt like such a wimp yesterday, because I went home and called my mom crying, because I just don't know how I'm going to pay all of my bills this month. I don't start my job at Red Bud until the first week of October, so I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I love being on my own, and if I was getting the hours that I need, I would be perfectly fine when it comes to paying bills and taking care of things. It's times like this that I wish I had a week to just go home and spend with Isaac, doing fun things around the farm, and laying on the couch with each other, just being silly love heads. :) Which brings me to my next little vent....

I miss Isaac Bernell like crazy!!!! When you've been with someone for over 2 1/2 years, and then move to Carbondale, it seems like your life completely changes. We've now been together for almost 3 1/2 years, because at the end of December, I've lived in Carbondale a year. He's my life and when you love someone that much, it's so difficult to not see their face in person every day. Being away from him gets to me so badly, because all I want to do is cuddle up on the couch with him and tell him how much I love him a million times to his face, because on the phone all week just doesn't seem to do justice to the way I feel for him. When I can look him in the face and tell him he's my forever, that's what makes my friggin' day. :) I miss every little thing about him, and I can't wait until I start my life with him.

Well, now that I've given my little "GAH!" of the day, I'm going to sit here and wait with silent anticipation for Destination Truth to come on TV. :) I'm so boring. Anyway, there it is!! ♥